Joan Didion Buys a Quarter Pounder
adam February 5th, 2010

Joan Didion eats a McDonald’s hamburger twice in The Year of Magical Thinking, her 2005 memoir of learning to live after the death of her husband, the writer John Gregory Dunne. This is an intensely felt book. Several passages nearly made my breath catch in my throat. But no part made me pause as long as the passing mention of Joan Didion eating a McDonald’s burger.
Joan Didion eats at McDonald’s?
Sure, she’s devastated. Seven months after her husband’s death, she’s covering the 2004 Democratic convention. She’s at the Fleet Center in Boston. She starts crying. So she visits a McDonald’s, buys a burger and sits “on the lowest step of a barricaded stairway to eat it”?
This is not how I perceive this frail and iconic writer. Joan Didion does not order value meals. No Number 1s and definitely no super sizing. Joan Didion writes an essay and then dines at a restaurant - a great restaurant, with servers.
Indeed, sometimes this is what she does. Going to restaurants appears to have been a regular activity for Didion and Dunne. In The Year of Magical Thinking she recalls how one summer she and her husband had a pattern of working, swimming, watching the BBC series Tenko and then going out to dinner, often at a restaurant called Morton’s. “Morton’s felt right that summer,” she says. (I love that, because we do love restaurants in phases, when they feel right.) At Morton’s they ate shrimp quesadillas and chicken with black beans.
Food plays an incidental role in Didion’s narrative. Her husband dies at the dining room table a few days after Christmas 2003 while she’s preparing a salad. For a time after his death, all she can eat is scallion-and-ginger congee from Chinatown. Later she orders huevos rancheros, with one scrambled egg, every morning, over and over.
The first time in the book Didion eats a McDonald’s hamburger she is flying in a helicopter with her adult daughter, Quintana, who, in the book, suffers through pneumonia, septic shock, an induced coma, life support and finally brain surgery. She’s in a coma when her father dies, and Didion is forced to care for her in the aftermath.

Quintana Roo Dunne, John Gregory Dunne and Joan Didion, Malibu, 1976.
When Quintana is transferred from a California hospital to one in New York, she and Didion and the crew land in Kansas to refuel. The pilot sends two teenagers from the airstrip to McDonald’s to buy burgers. Didion buys a Quarter Pounder.
“Back in the plane, alone with Quintana, I took one of the hamburgers the teenagers had brought and tore it into pieces so that she and I could share,” Didion writes. “After a few bites she shook her head. She had been allowed solid food for only a week or so and could not eat more. There was still a feeding tube in place in case she could not eat at all.”
Joan Didion feeds her daughter - near death - a Quarter Pounder?
I closed the book. Why was Joan Didion feeding her sick daughter a fast food burger? OK it’s not like she gave her a cigarette, but… There was still a feeding tube in place! Joan! You are such a sophisticated thinker - how many medical books did you read while your daughter was sick? Any burger would be a bad idea, but a Quarter Pounder?
Later, Didion recalls a dinner that better suited my mental picture of her. Her and Dunne had invited his editor to their home. To remember what the trio ate, Didion refers to her “kitchen notebook.” Linguini Bolognese and salad and cheese and a baguette - this is more like it. This is the way a legendary literary couple eats: like Europeans, not Americans, keeping track of their meals in notebooks that their admirers would love to, one day, read.












